Self Portrait

A self-portrait at a retreat brought out the artists in all women. At first a bit hesitant, we quickly had fun and started painting a vision that we don’t often share. How do we see ourselves, not with the eye, but deep inside us?

There were dreamers, dancers, a warrior, and a woman with many faces. How interesting it is, to see who we are in our minds. A vision deep inside, painted on paper for the world to see who we see ourselves.

Self Portrait

It doesn’t interest me if there is one God
Or many gods.
I want to know if you belong — or feel abandoned;
If you know despair
Or can see it in others.
I want to know
If you are prepared to live in the world
With its harsh need to change you;
If you can look back with firm eyes
Saying “this is where I stand.”
I want to know if you know how to melt
Into that fierce heat of living
Falling toward the center of your longing.
I want to know if you are willing
To live day by day
With the consequence of love
And the bitter unwanted passion
Of your sure defeat.
I have been told
In that fierce embrace
Even the gods
Speak of God.

~ David Whyte ~

16 Comments

  1. Unknown's avatar JoAnna said:

    Wow! Powerful stuff! I’m so glad you got to do this!

    March 1, 2023
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  2. Love your poem Brigitte! My favorite line:
    I want to know if you know how to melt
    Into that fierce heat of living
    Falling toward the center of your longing.

    March 1, 2023
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    • Thank you, Lisa. I am glad you liked it. I am always happy to ‘see’ you.

      March 1, 2023
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  3. Unknown's avatar Anne said:

    I salute you for participating in such a session – doubt if I would even know where to begin!

    March 1, 2023
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    • It was fun. We were ‘test objects’. In the future, the retreat will be inviting women who left an abusive relationship.

      March 1, 2023
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  4. Unknown's avatar Michele Lee said:

    Fantastic! A retreat, self-portraits, and your poem. 👏🏻

    February 28, 2023
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  5. Unknown's avatar Debra said:

    What a wonderful art project. The retreat itself must have been really fabulous. I love the concept of creating an image of the more important aspects of who we are–what we feel inside. And you do find the best poems, Bridget!

    February 28, 2023
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    • We were willing guinea pigs and tested a retreat, that soon will be opened for women who left an abusive relationship. All of us, who participated work as volunteers with homeless shelters. (I still collect bras for homeless women)

      March 1, 2023
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